Surrounded by People

I spent the weekend with 18,000 women. It was a good weekend of girl time. It was a good weekend to be with the girls that understand me and still like me anyway. It was a good weekend to be surrounded by thousands of women and not feel alone. 

Since we made the big move, alone has been there just under the surface. A little alone is good my my soul. Tiffany-time gives me the desire to be nice to the people I live with. But too much alone time gives Crazy the green light for her judging and snipping. She’s remained silent for much of the move but as the dust settles she’s in the shadows waiting to strike. 

(Crazy is the mean chick in my head. She is always up to something. Read more here.)

There were so many women in one place.

  

 My Holla Mommas were with me.   

Ladies from my old church were there.   

My first college room mate was there (and on the big screen).   
My First “adult” BFF was there.   

I even made new friends.   

And just had a fantastic weekend. 

All while surround by people. New friend, old friends, church friends, childhood friends, groupie friends and best friends. 

Even though I missed a day of my writing challenge, it was worth it to fill up with for time and good food. (Let’s not mention missed day 3 again….deal?) 

I’m saving my brush with fame for day 5!

17 minutes passed 

day 2 of the #write31challenge and I’m 17 minutes late. But I have a good reason. 

  
I’m with my Holla Mommas. My besties. My tribe. 

So I’ll be good about blogging and writing once my soul is refreshed. 

And we have another day together. There will be so much to share. 

31 Things to Say?

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It’s October… I’m working on a new blog and decided to take the 31 day writing challenge.

The blog is not quite finished but I’ve been working on it for over a month and decided it’s time to just put it out there and move forward. I’ve had two fairly active blogs in the past. One focused on my kids and one that addresses the other parts of my life. Here is where I will bring it all together.

Since our everything is new, I decided a new blog is in order. One that documents how our lives shape and change and bomb and win….and all of the stuff that falls in between.

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I’m still pretty unsure about all of it. About the time I feel confident and good, the next step I fall and get frustrated (and may even cuss). So this journey has been more difficult than I thought it would be and I want to be honest about the struggles we face and the beautiful life that all those struggles create.

Besides…there are cows and soon there will be chickens…and I have no idea what to do with livestock. I feel like once we have chickens I will need to garden. And then I will need to learn how to can food “for the winter”. (Okay, that last part made me laugh a little).

But you get it right? This is going to be a mess. Please stick around for the journey…I promise it will be entertaining and we may just let God teach us something along the way.
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If the whole chicken thing doesn’t work out, we can always turn the chicken coop into a really cool clubhouse….

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31 days of writing and saying stuff that I think people want to hear…Sometimes I’m not sure I should share my unfiltered thoughts, but that’s what I’m going to do.

See you back here tomorrow.

The blog hopper circle is up today. I have to joy of sharing a blog circle with some amazing women. Our circle keeps us connected and accountable to blogging each month. Click Here to go to the Lavender Drop to see how my beautiful friend Jana is using essential oils for her stinky dogs this month.

 

 

We are Here

We are Here.

Dearest Michael and Katelynn,
School is in full swing.
We have found our rhythm and it is so good.
We know when to wake, when to eat, when to hurry it up, and when to be in the car.
We know when the train goes through town and stops traffic for a few minutes and when to leave for school so we don’t get stuck in the line.
We know what to expect each day, who our teachers are, who the talkers are and how we are going to be picked up at the end of the day.
STRUCTURE feels so good.
We are adjusting to wearing uniforms and getting over the loss of our “fashion freedom”.
We have a lot of orange and wear it with Pride.
 We have our homework routine down.
We know when we have to work and when we can wait until tomorrow.
We have been to a football game and have figured out what it means to be a part of a small town that gets excited when Friday night rolls around.
We also figured out that the concession stand has blizzards and chic-fil-a so it’s the coolest concession stand we have ever visited.
We are BEARS!
We have found some people.
We have found places and spaces in this community that are beginning to feel comfortable.
We are building our tribe and figuring out how that works in the new setting.
We have found a dance studio, a baseball team, and a church.
We have been hunting in the back yard.
We have been shooting at sticks and cans and birds.
We have all the camo and can sit in the field for hours.
We are settling into the house.
It’s all unpacked except for the VHS tapes…because, why do we have a box of VHS tapes? And what about the box of CD cases….Why do we have a box of CD cases and where are the CDs?
We (I) may have a problem with the above mentioned boxes.
We are working hard.
We are remembering to feed the animals and are preparing for chickens. (What??)
We check the cows everyday and run at them with flapping arms when they are in the yard.
We are finding free time.
(We are obviously having some unsupervised free time.)
We are taking “prison showers” in the yard because we are enjoying the outside.
We are learning about the property and the river and the cave and all the cool forest stuff there is to do when you live in the country.
We have had a lot of family time.
We are settling in.
We are figuring out the place the God has prepared for us.
We just might make make it in our new place.

Why Love?

Learning to love should be so simple. It should come naturally, like breathing. Something I don’t have to sit and think about doing. But honestly, that’s not how it works at all.

 

In our new community, I want to love. I want to love the slower pace and the beautiful people that God puts in my path. I want to love the limited selections and find peace in less distractions.

I want to document this progression of love here on this new blog.

I want to see and love…..like breathing.